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My brain has utterly rebelled.
My apartment is trashed. Dishes still aren't done. Laundry all over the floor.
Can't be bothered to shower. Can't be bothered to do homework.
I'm fucking myself over and I can't bring myself to care.
What happened? I was okay. I dunno. Kim getting engaged was the final breaking point for me I guess.
What do I want out of life. Why do I have to make those decisions now? Responsibilities and choices...
Two more months and then my life changes forever.
I'm terrified of change.
My apartment is trashed. Dishes still aren't done. Laundry all over the floor.
Can't be bothered to shower. Can't be bothered to do homework.
I'm fucking myself over and I can't bring myself to care.
What happened? I was okay. I dunno. Kim getting engaged was the final breaking point for me I guess.
What do I want out of life. Why do I have to make those decisions now? Responsibilities and choices...
Two more months and then my life changes forever.
I'm terrified of change.