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chesutoWas a horrible day. One of those days where everything and anything seems to go wrong.
Today I start on anti-depressants. By next week the psychiatrist says I should be thinking a little more clearly.
I don't understand astronomy. I'm struggling with not feeling like a complete failure for needing to utilize the services available for people who don't understand astronomy. That these services are available, indicating I am in no where near being alone not understanding astronomy doesn't make me feel any better. So I have to carve time out of the time I don't have to go to tutoring.
Bitch bitch whine whine. I find it unbelievable that medicine is supposed to suddenly make things more manageable.
I just have to pass astronomy. I don't need an A. I'm taking the class pass/fail. But as my boss and Rui predicted, I can't think of it that way. I'm terrified of missing points on this assignment.
88% is an A-.
I haven't had a chance to clean my apartment yet this week. I feel dirty. I haven't done tae bo either lately. But hopefully I'll be back on track this week; last week I had a shopping adventure and the Ren Faire which took up a lot of time.
Going to have to eat out again tonight. I don't have time to go shopping and go home to cook before tutoring.
Bleh.
Today I start on anti-depressants. By next week the psychiatrist says I should be thinking a little more clearly.
I don't understand astronomy. I'm struggling with not feeling like a complete failure for needing to utilize the services available for people who don't understand astronomy. That these services are available, indicating I am in no where near being alone not understanding astronomy doesn't make me feel any better. So I have to carve time out of the time I don't have to go to tutoring.
Bitch bitch whine whine. I find it unbelievable that medicine is supposed to suddenly make things more manageable.
I just have to pass astronomy. I don't need an A. I'm taking the class pass/fail. But as my boss and Rui predicted, I can't think of it that way. I'm terrified of missing points on this assignment.
88% is an A-.
I haven't had a chance to clean my apartment yet this week. I feel dirty. I haven't done tae bo either lately. But hopefully I'll be back on track this week; last week I had a shopping adventure and the Ren Faire which took up a lot of time.
Going to have to eat out again tonight. I don't have time to go shopping and go home to cook before tutoring.
Bleh.
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Date: 2009-09-22 10:45 pm (UTC)