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Jan. 11th, 2010 04:43 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
chesutoEverything seems like it's exploding. I was doing pretty well with maintaining composure and not checking my email every five seconds and obsessing like a freak and now LOLOL it's all back again. Can't concentrate, can't sleep. Want to curl in a ball in a corner somewhere.
There's nothing more I can do. My hands are tied until my professors and university get their shit into the law school admissions council. I've made my wishes and schedules known to Interested Parties, it's up to them if they come or not.
I just don't know how to deal with the crushing disappointment if nothing happens.
Hopefully I'll be back on medication next week. Pleeeeease make that help.
There's nothing more I can do. My hands are tied until my professors and university get their shit into the law school admissions council. I've made my wishes and schedules known to Interested Parties, it's up to them if they come or not.
I just don't know how to deal with the crushing disappointment if nothing happens.
Hopefully I'll be back on medication next week. Pleeeeease make that help.