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May. 30th, 2009 06:37 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
chesutoOrientation at K-Mart yesterday sucked complete ass. The whole big retail chain thing never really bothered me before since hey stuff is cheap and I'm poor! A+! But just the mentality that surrounds that kind of place is horrible. The anti-union bashing videos we were made to watch just kinda made me sick, as did the example skits about discrimination. I guess in a way we all have to be taught how to treat others with respect, but...I don't know. It bothered me.
Today will be the first time I'll be on my feet for an 8 hour day. After today I'll regularly be scheduled 5am - 10am. This has its pros and cons! Hey, it will be nice to be done at 10 and have the rest of the day to do other things. But mostly things tend to happen in the evenings, and those are taken away from me with the necessity for sleep.
Not..that I sleep much anyway. But watch my body finally do it when I need to get up at the ass of o'clock.
Already had to derail my brain from going down the depression trail a few times this morning. But that's okay! I just have to keep pulling it back on track until it becomes a habit.
Freezing weather warning, a long day doing rote physical labor...
One day I will look back on today as an amusing side-track that I needed to do to help me along the road of success. Actually living today will require that I hold my head high, keep true to myself, and at the end my tears will be of accomplishment instead of depression.
\o/
Today will be the first time I'll be on my feet for an 8 hour day. After today I'll regularly be scheduled 5am - 10am. This has its pros and cons! Hey, it will be nice to be done at 10 and have the rest of the day to do other things. But mostly things tend to happen in the evenings, and those are taken away from me with the necessity for sleep.
Not..that I sleep much anyway. But watch my body finally do it when I need to get up at the ass of o'clock.
Already had to derail my brain from going down the depression trail a few times this morning. But that's okay! I just have to keep pulling it back on track until it becomes a habit.
Freezing weather warning, a long day doing rote physical labor...
One day I will look back on today as an amusing side-track that I needed to do to help me along the road of success. Actually living today will require that I hold my head high, keep true to myself, and at the end my tears will be of accomplishment instead of depression.
\o/