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Jun. 2nd, 2009 09:08 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
chesutoHad a long conversation with my mom about everything that's been going on in my head. This is something I continuously do, even though she really doesn't give a shit.
The end result was basically "you might be feeling bad, but at least you're heading somewhere. My life is so much shittier than yours."
I guess this is true? She's 50. Possibly too late in life to start over like I am. She said to quit K-Mart, and she was ambivalent about the problems I talked about with my relationship with my girlfriend. Granted, this could be because she really doesn't acknowledge it as a relationship at all.
Neither of my parents do anything to help themselves. All my dad has to do is go to a class and they can get cash assistance, but he won't. Too proud? Yeah, definitely. At least I know where I got that from.
I think she used the money for the electric bill for cigarettes.
There's really no one irl that I can turn to. I have one friend here, but she's a hanging out type friend? I've shared a few crummy things with her but mainly I dunno. Just not that kind of friend I guess.
How many times can a person pick themselves up before they just stay on the ground?
I'm sick with the thought of having to work tomorrow.
The end result was basically "you might be feeling bad, but at least you're heading somewhere. My life is so much shittier than yours."
I guess this is true? She's 50. Possibly too late in life to start over like I am. She said to quit K-Mart, and she was ambivalent about the problems I talked about with my relationship with my girlfriend. Granted, this could be because she really doesn't acknowledge it as a relationship at all.
Neither of my parents do anything to help themselves. All my dad has to do is go to a class and they can get cash assistance, but he won't. Too proud? Yeah, definitely. At least I know where I got that from.
I think she used the money for the electric bill for cigarettes.
There's really no one irl that I can turn to. I have one friend here, but she's a hanging out type friend? I've shared a few crummy things with her but mainly I dunno. Just not that kind of friend I guess.
How many times can a person pick themselves up before they just stay on the ground?
I'm sick with the thought of having to work tomorrow.
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Date: 2009-06-03 02:11 am (UTC)IF YOU EVER WANT TO TALK!!1 I am around ): and stuff.
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