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chesutoBeen feeling very out of sorts lately. Body issues, relationship issues, issues issues issues. Family issues, soon to have school issues, la la.
A friend is trying to get me a ticket to Arashi next month. This is an amazing opportunity. I've wanted to go to Japan for so long, and to see Arashi too would be amazing. Dreams coming true! I should be super happy!
But the thing most in my mind is that it will be mean I can't go to Boston. And that makes me very, very sad. I would have an amazing time in Japan. But yet...the place I most want to be is a cluttered bedroom a few states away.
A friend is trying to get me a ticket to Arashi next month. This is an amazing opportunity. I've wanted to go to Japan for so long, and to see Arashi too would be amazing. Dreams coming true! I should be super happy!
But the thing most in my mind is that it will be mean I can't go to Boston. And that makes me very, very sad. I would have an amazing time in Japan. But yet...the place I most want to be is a cluttered bedroom a few states away.